Let Me Love Him

They can judge me now. They can judge him now.
They can judge us now.
They can said every little shit what they want to. Maybe i'm a baperest people in this world. They broke my heart. They made me cry. Because they didn't know what the thing that occurred in my life. They didn't feel how to be me. They didn't think people can't be strong forever. I have a heart. I have some feeling. I love somebody. I want being loved with the one that I love too. Can i choose him? Can he loves me too? Can I feel happy? Can we feel happy together? So please, let me love him. Don't mocking me with the other boys.

The Deepest Of My Heart

"Nothing feels like home" -marshmello
From the deepest of my heart:
I wanna share all the stories of my life with the one who can understand and make me believe that she/he will protect my secret well. Without sharing with the others. Without thinking i'm bad. Without feeling strange if hear a weird thing. Without judging me. I want somebody feel what i feel too when i sad. Entertaining me with the suitable jokes. For now, i feel nobody trusts. Nobody really wanna hear my story. They just be... i don't want to say it, but i feel it in my heart. It's me 'now', not 'tomorrow'.